i don't know till what time i have project to always renew myself... to be better... for the umpteenth time, i got advice from my sister, but almost i got it in a bad heart condition, till i make her angry, and i know when she angry to her environment, she just keep it in her heart, and from what i heard from her, she could make it lost from her heart, sometimes i can't believe, how can she had any good management heart, but that's true i think, even though who knows everybody heart, except hisself and his God?